FugueThrobbing in the darkness and I’m scared. Contact and discharge, Surely unintentional,Fugue
yet there it is again. It builds and it builds And I’m outside of me, Suddenly euphoric.
Each hour overlaps And every chime is deafening. This day could fill volumes Though I’m sure you’ve long forgotten. I had tea and pretended You had coffee and confessed.
Not one day, But every day. My eyes were wild in the mirror And speech was a force greater than me. I may not be contagious But you, my friend, surely are. I don’t mind;
WeepA solitary sob Echoes in this treacherous caveWeep
I thought I knew so well-- A shell in which the waves perpetually crash. Empty.
I dream sometimes
Of being filled with life- Glowing, pulsing Somewhere deep within, And when I awake, I am not enough.
It is not my pearl, Which has been stolen, Yet miracles are less frequent In my sleep. I learn as time flows through me: Nothing rhymes. The words, “a higher purpose” Make me wretch When little white flowers
crumble to dust, and every giggle is red. &nbs
A Winter DaydreamThe snow seems to know That December’s its cue, Because suddenly the sky is alive With that delicate little waltz Snowflakes are so good at.A Winter Daydream
I’m knitting cheap yarn into smiles And listening to music Which has nothing to do
With the birth of a savior, Though something inside me is warm; As I glance out the window,
I think, maybe I could waltz too.
I’m flaky enough, And delicate in the most Inconvenient way (Try to catch me And I’m sure to fall apart). I dare say There’s no one
just like me.
I drift th
Two Years AgoTwo years ago I dreamed of crunching metal, And when I woke up My answering machine Beeped nine times. I knew before I knew, But I didn’t understand. I still don’t understand.Two Years Ago
Two days ago I saw them cover A stranger with a sheet. No blood, just Broken glass And mascara streaks On my hand.
Two hours ago I realized That everything comes
In threes. Now I smell
Burning rubber, And I know, this time, I’m not asleep.
11/23/06
Devious Journal Entry
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Live life, have fun, and no regrets.
Remember, to forget is a blessing, but to forgive is divine.
Chuck
Heres my gallery! [link]
And here is the game my crew & I are making: [link]
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Live life, have fun, and no regrets.
Remember, to forget is a blessing, but to forgive is divine.
Chuck
Heres my gallery! [link]
And here is the game my crew & I are making: [link]
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Live life, have fun, and no regrets.
Remember, to forget is a blessing, but to forgive is divine.
Chuck
Heres my gallery! [link]
And here is the game my crew & I are making: [link]
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I knew who I was this morning, but I've changed a couple of times since then.
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"I feel I have lived enough to last my life in musings, tracings of crossings & re-crossings with people, mad and sane, stupid and brilliant, beautiful and grotesque, infant and antique, cold and hot, pragmatic and dream-ridden, dead and alive."
S.Plath
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"I feel I have lived enough to last my life in musings, tracings of crossings & re-crossings with people, mad and sane, stupid and brilliant, beautiful and grotesque, infant and antique, cold and hot, pragmatic and dream-ridden, dead and alive."
S.Plath
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If you say you love me,
I will love you back,
If you hate me,
I will leave and never come back.
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love only hurts,
if the person you love,
hurts you first.
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